♥. When Everything Is Gone .

Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 12:32 PM
Lost & Gone .

I didn't know your words could hurt me so bad ♥

I thought i was strong ,

but i just couldn't stop my tears from flowing down .

Last night Marcia came over to my place went to buy lots of stuff & Barcadi (:

Drank like fcuk last night , Sis Bf came over . 4 of us drank like crazy(!!)

Till morning mum still saw us drinking , Lols (!)

All of us played cards & keep drinking .

Whole big bottle of barcadi finish within a night laa !

Sis vomit , Lols . Drank alot of neat . Head effing pain laa.

Stomach was so pain ): Woke up like 7.30pm today (!) Laughs [:

Dearest Huney! Seeing you on tues ! Haa , iloveyou laa! :D

Its pointless holding on .

I wish i had the courage to walk away & forgetting about what we had .

But i cant , Cos i know you wont come after me .

I guess that's what hurt the most .

Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 1:33 PM
Ihateyou!

Imissyou badly ,

Regardless of what you did .

It's 5.30am now . As usual i cant get to sleep .

It's the 4th day alrd , i still cant forget how much pain you brought me to .

Well , Working on sat at clarke quay . Huney's coming to find me ! Heh (:

iloveyou so much huney ! & Thanks for what you said [:

Someone buy me an elmo pleaseeee (: Haa!

Seeee , Its cute man! , Drink alittle today , & i'm not drunk . Haa!

Having a fever now . -.- , imy ):

From the day i let you go , i should have stop loving you .

I still cant forget how much agony you brought me to .

Pehaps i should learn to let go of the past ):

How am i gonna be strong without you , i need you by my side .

Imissyou , Imissyou , Imissyou badly! Pehaps , i shouldn't have love you .

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